Destruction

My hate causes my tears
All reality is all my fears
My life is destroyed
My death is being deployed

The feelings I have are very rare
I feel as if no one is being fair
The control is only an illusion
Trying to contain is only pollution

My mind is bound on destruction
For this I must pay through repercussion
I don’t know why I have this life
To destroy others with this knife

Slice open a closed healed scar
I have not healed mentally, not by far
I must continue this physical pain
To keep me alive and going sane

You have no clue what I`ve done
Instead of facing my problems I run
I don’t care to face the insanity
So I lie and choose profanity

I will never trust another living soul
Feelings are dried and taking the toll
Don’t ask for me to explain
I will drag you into this to contain