Darkest Desires

I welcome the darkness into my life.
I let it shade all my light.
This is when I am free,
In my darkness.
I hear all,
I see all,
I feel all.
I have the power to destroy,
To kill,
To murder and manifest into some form of hatred and evil.
If I choose to do these things,
Then my heart will be destroyed as well as my pain.
I live in a forsaken world,
All alone.
The darkness is my only friend.
It loves me and it wants me.
It is my only solace.
All I have to do is murder the people that destroyed me.
The choice is made and my destinty begins.
I choose to destroy my heart,
My feelings,
So I will not be alone.
Ever again.