I'm Sorry

I am sorry I am not perfect
I know I am a mistake
I know that I should die
I know you hate me
I am sorry I am not the one you wanted
I know you only love me beacuse you have to
I know I am more trouble help
I am sorry I am such a burden
I know that you do not want me
So I will do this for you....
To make you happy
I just want to let you know that I did try
I tried my best to do well.....
To do right
But you were so fixated on my always being wrong
And i guess you were right
I am sorry....
God, I am so sorry
But I know this time it is right
For once in my life I am doing something right
And it is all for you, mommy
Be happy....
Be glad....
That I am leaving
Because I know....
Oh, yes I know.....
That this time I am right