Person I Love

For once in my life I felt happy,
Unlike other times I'm mostly unhappy,
I try to see you as much as possible,
But to have you its impossible,

On my birthday i saw you in the mall,
And that day i got what i wanted most of all,
I got to know you a little better,
And for the next holiday I'm sending you a letter,

The letter will say everything i feel,
And that it was my heart you had to steal,
You don't really know that the whole reason to live is you,
And if i don't have you the rest of my life will be blue,

You make me happy more than anyone ever could,
And if i don't have you who else should?
But now i sit and think what the whole reason really is,
If i gave him my heart the only thing i want in return is his,

I sit here on my bed,
Wondering what it would be like if you were dead,
I really think i need to tell you how i feel,
Because if you end up breaking my heart it will heal,

I really need to get over you and your niceness,
And try to fix this whole mess,
You made me happy from time to time,
You also make me sad because your not mine,

I think i need to let go,
And let my feelings for you show,
Now I'm trying to get over what people said,
And really trying to get over the only person i really ever loved.

This poem is to Jed a person that i love and don't think i can ever have. So please vote and comment