Empty shell

This is my story
of what i can see
all this pain i feel
this is really me

I'm living in a pool of blood in a sea of pain
in water so deep
its driving me insane

I'm full of death and loneliness
pain hatred and sadness
I'm not human any more
just an empty shell
that lies on a cold wet floor

if you look into my eyes
all the hope you had for me
curls up and dies

i have no happiness
no leap in my step
no song in my heart
just a stabbing pain
sadness and depression keep me sain

all i ever wanted is to be the same
as i see around me
but I'm different not even plain