Not wanted

In this giant world,
Were all walking in the rain,
Until we find that person,
Or a life of fame,
I can't find ether,
And I'm soaking wet,
No one lets me in their house,
No one helps me up,
I always fall,
and its hard to get up,
No one's ever there,
I don't know why i bother,
Sometimes i try to kill myself,
Or just talk to my father,
I'm loosing all my feelings,
I fell and hit my head ,
It's just to hard to live my life,
A life of misery,
A life of the UN-dead