I'm sorry & I love you

You think I'm pretty
You think I'm fine
You want to hold me
You want to say "your mine"

But I didn't want it to be like that
I just wanted to be friends
But you kept saying you loved me
And you'd be there till the end

But I betrayed you
I played with your heart
I didn't really mean to do it
I just wanted to be apart

Then as i approached you
I looked into your blue eyes
I saw a sparkle I'd never seen before
How could I have told you so many lies?

I felt sorry for you
I wanted to fix what I had done wrong
But when I said sorry, I realized
I had taken advantage of you so long

I pleaded for forgiveness
And forgive me you did
I felt I could change my heart
And change my heart I did

So believe me when I whisper
I love you, don't say goodbye
I have changed myself
Because I have finally realized

That your love has forever consumed me
And I'm tired of constantly ignoring
You cut deep into my heart
And I cannot stop it from poring

I now feel so comforted by you
Especially when I am lost in the dark
You have forever been by my side
You let me into your heart

*For Josh