These tears in my eyes.
Represent desolate cries.
That go unheard.
Like an unspoken word.
A gesture if you will.
As these tears start to spill.
Falling from my eyes to the floor.
I don't want to live my life like this anymore.
Head held high.
Hoping to move on and let this feeling of depression die.
Withering away.
Like a day.
Of no rain.
No pain.
Nothing meant to hurt the body or mind.
Something that will only heal in time.
Left to suffer in another day.
And can't think of anything else to say.
So i sit here without making a sound.
Staring at the ground.
You scream in my ear.
But i pretend not to hear.
To show how much this hurts me.
And i want to let you free.
You can't live a life without me.
But our love is something that neither of us see.
There are no flowers this time.
There is no pain in this mind.
I'm stuck in a timeframe.
Still stricken with pain.
Tears falling like rain.
And my depression starts to drain.
I want you to live a life without me.
But that isn't something that you want to see.
My love for you in a passionate one.
And that's why i don't want this to be done.
Soon it will all be over.
And you won't have to look over your shoulder.
Because i won't be there.
And that should show how much i care.
I love you don't forget that.
I'll come back.
Someday sometime somehow.
But that time won't be now.
I go into the empty room and the gun i take.
To see...The end of heartache...
