My world has just fallen to the ground.
I watched it go crashing down.
Where were you when i prayed?
When you left and i stayed?
You never anwsered my letter.
How does that make my life any better?
You never listen.
But am i still forgiven?
I stand here with poison that is blessed.
Before i drink this i have 1 request.
I stand here and beg for forgiveness.
For this mess.
That i created.
And everyone i hated.
God please don't forget me.
I never was blind but now i can't see.
I'm lost.
And now i suffer at my own cost.
This pain is caused by my pleasure.
It hurts to much to measure.
I stand here and look for salvation.
And get ready to drink this as an obligation.
Death in my hand and don't know why.
I start to look to the sky.
And i start to scream.
God are you there.
Do you really care.
What happens to me.
Will i live in entrapment or will i live free?
Send me to heaven or hell.
Will i live in enchantment or under a spell?
A rapturous voice anwsers my call.
I drink the poison and start to fall.
Falling onto my back.
My vision goes black.
I can hear everything but can't see.
And i start to whisper.
God can you hear me...
