I wake up
take a bath
go to college
and pretend to be smart
pretending knowing a lot about math
pretending my laughs
everyday is like yesterday
and yesterday seems like today
PUTTING A SMILE IN MY FACE
ACTING LIKE I CARE
just breathing and waiting my death
so pathetic
so lame
so hopeless
so again...
this s.h.i.t is taking over
and I'm here... just watching
everyday... is like acting
IN A PLAY!
so senseless
so fake
knowing what's coming
and how it ends
please, give me a break
I'm feeling the same way
I'm doing the same things
it doesn't seem to get better
I'm sick of this routine
IS LIKE FALL!
IS LIKE CRAWL!
trough the emptiness
trough the dark
seeing my life passing by
watching my dreams fall apart
seeing these wounds so wide
trying to hide these scars
and it's making me mad
it's making me want
take the easiest way
AND FLY!
away from your land
away from this lie
away from that s.h.i.t
that i used to call "my life"
and now is a play
a funny play
what a disgusting me
what a disgusting game
try
just try
to play this part
try
just try
to play this part
without thinking in suicide
TRY!!!
not being sad
not being mad
in this disgusting game
in this f.u.c.k.i.n.g life
TRY!!!
