I see my reflection in the mirror
and it fills me with fear
i see the blood coming from my wrist
then down my face runs a tear
i go to the cupboard
and open the door
i take every tablet i can find
then fall to the floor
i try to get up
but my worlds spinning round
my face has gone pale white
then again i fall to the ground
somebody comes rushing in
and picks me up from the ground
then I'm riding in an ambulance
not making a sound
I'm lying in a bed
with needles everywhere
I'm feeling so numb
why do they all care?
next thing i know
I'm in a mental place
looking into another mirror
with more tears running down my face
