I let you in
how could i know
the destruction you'd cause
as you would go
my heart exploded
when you cut our ties
the shards of my glass heart
splinter into my insides
i can barely explain
my flesh is pierced with the sharpest of knives
this pain
is your hate and lies
the bruises are black a blue from where you forced this on my world
but blood pours from the open wounds you left
you cant see this hurt i feel, I've bandaged myself well
i always managed to come in last
my eyes fill
with this boiling water
it streams down my cheeks
and singes the skin away
i cant help but despise myself more than you
this gruesome experience was my fault
its not numbness, no
this is the pain i feel
