All things considered

You've got your hand
around my throat
you've got your voice
inside my head
tearing my conscience into shreds

yes i love you
in spite of this pain you cause me
yes i trust you
in spite of all of yours lies
and I'll always give it another try

you've made me weak
with this struggle
you've made me weak
see these scars and bruises?
I'm still the one who loses

no i cant leave you
you've made it clear
no i cant leave you
even if i wanted to
you ripped out the stitches i tried to sew

all things considered
i may as well die