I scream your name.
You act like you can't hear me.
Do you hear me?
I don't know.
I don't know the truth.
I just keep waiting for you.
Over and over in my head I see your face.
I keep wanting you near.
You stare.
You say "Hey" back to me.
I care for you, I don't know if you care for me.
I hear your voice everywhere I go.
No matter where I am, I take you with me.
I call for you everyday of my life.
But not out loud.
You can't hear me.
I just look at you and I say your name.
I suffer, sitting here and thinking about you.
I wish I could tell you how I feel.
But it's not that easy.
I'm afraid of loving you.
I don't care what people think about me.
But do you?
If you don't, why won't you tell me.
Every time I try to call you and try to talk to you.
I freeze and my mind goes blank.
Why do I keep calling for you?
I don't know.
The only thing I know is your face.
I feel weak every time I see you smile.
I can't take it when I sit there and think about you.
I feel like the old me, not the changed me.
The old me is crazy, wild, not afraid, and rotten.
The changed me is shy and afraid.
Every time I fall asleep I dream about you.
Things I wish that would come true someday.
I see us together.
Holding hands and you holding me close.
You never let me go.
Every time I wake up, I think about you first.
You never leave my mind or heart.
I can never let you go.
I can't give up.
Why, I don't know.
Calling for you.
