Sitting here all alone, People crowding in on me,
I sit with the people around me feeling alone,
I smile and cheer, I feel happy and numb,
Blank as paper, the falseness of it sickens,
Sleepless nights, hurt me so that I'll feel again,
Rip me to shreds; give me something to cling to,
I feel numb while I smile at your silly jokes,
Daily hassles of getting along with life,
False politeness shining through hatred,
I'm cold and alone, numb to the very core,
Dead lies dropping from lifeless lips,
Stone feelings hiding the lack of any,
The numbness of the lonely lost soul of hate,
People crowd in and are seen as emptiness,
Nothing passes through the sight of thee,
Numbness my only lost shell of protection,
Happy smiles hiding blank expressions,
This numbness has to have an ending for me,
Help me to feel again, free me from the inside,
I hate to be, and I hate to scream,
A lack of emotions covers my every step,
Step over my heart again, I have lost the will,
Numb and alone, false and sarcastic,
People crowd around me and I can’t feel,
False smiles to cover up all the numbness,
Fail me now; let me free, save me while I still live,
Penetrate this ceaseless shell of loneliness,
Clean the slate, start over with a new life,
Desolate plains of happiness littering paths,
I am numb, and all alone in this dark place.
