I wish I was dead
That all my loved ones were alive
I would take their place
In death, by your side.
Why did you have to take them?
How could you let them die?
I thought you believed in justice
But that is all a lie
For you God, are suppose to look after us all.
But cos, you ignored all my prays
When I told you he was after us
Somehow I knew he was coming
But why did they all have to be killed
Why was I the only one to survive?
Is this just a sick joke?
Or part of a huge plan?
Well what ever it is
I don’t really give a fu ck
Cos, you took all I had to lived for
Everyone that I loved.
I even told the police, I gave them a name
For I could never forget his face
But justice never came,
They did not believe me, that my parents best friend,
Would commit such a crime
So, he was proven innocent
To go back into the world, just to do it again
So, now God, you have lost my faith and trust
Cos, how could a real God
Let a man, that someone called friend
Kill them and their family,
Raping their daughter, and letting her survive
So that she told never forget that dreadful night
Leaving her scared, with cuts and bruises
All alone in a cruel, dark world.
