I saw you today

The day I saw you,

Your eyes filled with discouragement.

Did you smile for me?

Maybe once…

You left my side
I cried bloody tears only for you.

Love is a powerful word…

People change,

Have you?

Only two more years,

Seems so simple.

Will we end up together?

As I sit in this cold room,

I wonder…

What if we never knew?

Never met one another?

Would you be happier with yourself?

Would I be at home?

I wonder…

Will we be together?

Together in the end?

Will this romance end,

With the slice of a knife?

My days are filled with regret.

Sorrow taunts my soul.

Mocking my love,

Antagonizing my hatred.

The razor I place upon my wrist

My mind going astray

While my ivory skin becomes covered in blood.

I will love you forever,

And I’m sorry for that inconvience