I wish you knew me and understood what i was thinking.
that you knew the turmoil on the inside and not just my outer appearance.
i may walk in smiling and look okay.
but I'm definitely not i miss our friendship each day.
i miss the laughs the jokes hell even the tears
though admitting those feeling is one of my biggest fears.
cuz friendships to me were never that big a deal.
but being friends with you made so many things real.
like my friends actually giving a sh^t about what i did.
or being able to call my best friend whenever i thought she was needed.
and you've never failed me once except around the end.
but all i really wanted to say was i miss having my best friend.
