Distinguished Disguise

As I lock myself inside this room
I have a feeling
A feeling of gloom

I hear you knocking on the door
Asking to help with the pain
So That it may oneday be no more

I won't let you in
I don't want to go through this all Over again
"I won't let you in" I scream "I wish All this pain would just end"

Then a thought came to mind
Throughout all these years I've Been so blind
I realized I no longer had to live in This hell
It's now my turn to ring the Victory bell

I ran to the kitchen and grabbed a Knife,
The knife that would soon End my life
I ran in the bathroom
And slammed the door
Then sat down on the bathroom floor

You were pleading for me to come out
But I knew this was right
For no longer would I have to be living in doubt

I put that blade to my skin
As it sunk deep within
My blood spilled out on the floor
Right as you unlocked the bathroom door
You saw my lying there without life
While in my hand you saw the knife

I didn't realize that you would also use the knife
And follow me by ending your life

At our funeral people cried they couldn't believe we both
Had died
If only they looked beyond the lies
If only they would've looked deep Within our eyes

They could've seen
Our smiles were just our Distinguished disguise