What is happiness i do not no because this is a feeling i have never felt,
as i sit in my room tears flowing as my blood pours out ov the slits on my wrists i think about all the people who have ever hurt or upset me then i try and think of all the people who made me happy n took care of me not as many are in that set!
so i sit and say happiness is something meant for people to fell everybody exept me because i am not normal i am dirty because of what my daddy did but that wasn't my fault he said i deserved it but i didn't,
my happiness was taken away and now I'm going to follow it!!!