I lie in bed during the night
and think of what it would be like
to be with you every second of the day
and dream of our future days
knowing that you and me well never be
sent a strong pain int my chest
i reach foe the knife
"maybe just a little cut wont hurt"
but it feels good
not just cause I'm crazy
only cause I'm unwanted
i cut deep into my flesh hoping to slice a vein,out pours blood
i fall to the floor turning pale
all goes the pain,i feel lighter,no more pain