Why'd you have to leave?

I am here and he is there,
Yet I seem to see him everywhere.
I just want to hold him tight, and I want to hold him close.
Out of all the guys in my past, it is him I miss the most.
I think of him all the time and I wish that he were here.
I love the way he made me feel and the way he was so sincere.
I love the way he made me laugh and the way he could make me smile.
This feeling inside, the warmth within, I hadn't felt for a while.
I’m curious to see what’s going to happen to us because we are so far apart.
But it is him that does and always will hold a special place in my heart.
I know that he will find someone else and eventually move on.
And what use to bring me happiness…will soon be gone.
But I do not want him to wait for me, or especially miss out.
Because that is not what this whole thing is all about.
I want him to be able to go out and explore.
Cuz' i know that he can do better and deserves so much more.
I leave him with this choice, to stay single while he's gone or to date.
And in the end, if we do end up together, then I guess its fate.
But either way we will still have our good times together.
All the memories, I promise I’ll always remember.