Here's looking at you

Sometimes I look at you
and I know i want to die
but truely I can't because
I get off when you see me cry

Knowing that you did this to me
With all your wretched heart
Really makes me doubt my love
For you from the start

Looking at what's in my hands
And knowing what i need
I feel so much better
When I see myself bleed

What were once white sheets
Are slowly turning red
I won't stop untill
all feeling for you is dead

Through the clouds in my mind
I now try to sift
But it's no use now
As I feel my consiousness slip...