Secrets

I have so many secrets that my parents don't know they think I'm the perfect child but really I'm the worst and if they ever found out how many things i have done behind my back i would have to kill myself because i promised myself they would never find out and now i feel so guilty because i lied to them about where i was going and who was going to be with me but all i need is something to break down this wall to help me cope better with the feelings i have i want to tell them my little secrets but i know i can't because i can get in some serious trouble with all the things i have done in the past but right now i need a friend to tell my feelings to but i don't know who to trust anymore because every one has turned their back on me at some point of our friendships so every ones hand is cold...

--i was bored so i was writing feelings down i know it ain't really a poem but still--comment and vote please--