Screwed Up

With everything I've been doing 2 myself
only one person can see.
He wants me 2 quit all of it
cos it's really not good for me.

I know what I'm doing is bad
but I like how I feel when I do it.
All my problems seem 2 go away
and suddenly I don't feel like sh*t.

Drugs and alcohol is what I like
so I don't really know what 2 do.
He says, "U do it way 2 much
and if u quit I will be so proud of u."

I wanna try and start over
try to get my life back on track.
Everything in my head is so screwed up
but I've gotta do this and stop being so slack.

I'll owe this all to Michael
cos he's the only one that seems 2 care.
It's gonna be really hard for me
but sometimes life just isn't fair.