Things The World Shouldn't Know

This year will be different
I promised to myself
Not giving in
To peoples stupid games
Letting go of those
I loved most

This year is different
I can already tell
People started saying stuff
I'm not letting go
Things I just don’t want
The rest of the world to know

People make fun of me...
No matter what I say
People sit there picking on me
Day after day

People forget I exist
I have no one left
Feeling alone
Is what I do best

People spread their rumors
Getting me in trouble
"Talk is not needed"
But I have said nothing

People expect so much
When I can give so little

How am I suppose to live
Knowing I don’t matter
I'm either invisible or the joke
Neither of I'm proud

The things the world shouldn't know
The stuff I don’t want out