Have you ever felt like you have made a million mistakes?
Killed any chance you had of living,
Now all your living is your world of pain and hate?
Have you ever felt like you have screwed up big time,
Tried everything else to fix life,
Now all thats left is to write pointless rhymes?
Have you ever felt like you have lost everything you ever cared for?
Friends, family and even your religion
Now your left with are salty tears hurtling to the floor.
Have you ever felt like you have no heart or soul?
As it slowly burnt away when you were a child,
Now you couldn’t care less about your life, hopes and goals?
Have you ever felt so ugly and useless you just could not get yourself out of bed?
Cos the outside worlds fazing and evil
And you’re mind’s only full of terror and dread
Have you ever kept away all your secrets?
From everyone who cared for you,
Kept them all hidden, all about your life and regrets?
Have you ever felt like your body doesn’t fit your inside?
And you look upon yourself as a stranger
Because you know this face wasn’t meant to cry
Have you ever wished you could just run out your house and into the pouring rain?
Not worrying about the temperature or consequences
Washing away all your sin, worries and pain?
Have you ever felt like you wanted it to all be over and gone?
Just want to get away from home and go somewhere far away
Have I whole new beginning, with new color and life, just like a newborn?
Have you ever felt like you may as well give in?
Cos life’s too hard to bother pushing through
Have you ever felt like your only point in life,
Was to be treated as a derelict sin?
