Lost and alone
I run to the phone
I'm calling out for help
I need someone to care
Come near me if you dare
Everyone stares and laugh at my pain
My heart is drowned in a constant rain
I use the blade to let the pain seep away
But really my soul began to sway
The cuts grew deeper
The blood thicker
Looking at me will Make you sicker
sicker than when your beloved pet died
sicker than when your heart cried
My pain is displayed in deep bloody cuts
I feel like my life is stuck in ruts
This depression Wraps around my constant pain
Leaving me nearly insane
I feel like Ive lost my mine down the drain
I need to heal
Instead of a deal
To take the pain from my brain
I reach for the gun
thinking now this will be fun
I picture my fate
Leaving me at the gate
I'll never again have to scar my broken heart
This is a fresh,new start
I pull the trigger and with a loud bang
i felt my heart break with a pang
I'm in heaven now so don't worry about me
I'm finally happy
