Cant Help To Think About It

I cant believe i do this
I look at her and see a mistake
She is my Ex
But i feel that i am the fake

I don't know why i do it
I just cant seem to stop
Its like an addiction
Or getting caught by the cops

It breaks me down inside
It just tears me apart
I don't know where to end
And i forgot where to start

I think i need some help
Maybe I'm not stable
I wish i could forget it
Like a little kids fable

I will let it go on
Trying to listen in
Maybe someday
I will get over it and start a new begin

But for now i can only weep my sorrow
Hopefully I'll have a better day tomorrow