I care so much for you, maybe too much.
It hasn't been like this for me, ever.
I always want to see you happy, Are you the same?
I try to remind myself,
Giving too much is not a friendship.
But I cannot help this,
Sense of gladness and belonging.
Now I know why I tried to warn myself,
For the pain is tremendous.
Even the slightest hole can tear it apart,
The slightest doubt can break me down.
And so again I build my walls up higher,
Trying to feel nothing, knowing I can't hold out for long.
