Black Outs

My eyes drift my mind heavy with thought.
My hands gather around my eyes
wiping away the dreariness of the day.
My mouth opens and air is let in
and exhale of a lost day with sin.

Thinking back as my stomach aches
what did I do wrong to make him
curse me in such a horrible way?
"Damn my father for letting me drink
at such a young age!"
But no matter what the thoughts were my
eyes just wanted to close.

Everything around me became blurry,
my vision becoming lost.
As I started to walk to the bedroom
around the corner, all I remember
is waking up w/ a nasty bump on my head.

What had happened why was I laying
on my kitchen floor?
Did I drink to much as the wine bottle l had
next to me seeping onto the floor in which I lay?

To the doctors I went the very next day.
I have to know whats making me black out.
But everything came back normal,
damn am I just going insane?
Do I need extra help to help me though the night.

I had my friend stay over as I poured some wine.
"Jesus, Mary don't you think thats enough for one night?"
"No, I just need it to relax, it helps ease my
muscles after a long day of work."

So in the morning when I woke my head was
propped up against a tub,
I knew I wasn't going crazy someone set me up for a fall.
Where was I, I had to find out.

My mind twisted with unholy thoughts.
As I heard the voice in the back round
saying shes out like a light, we still have
2 hours or so to get this thing sold.
When my side started to ache.

Oh My God I've had surgery,
ice is packed around me.
Is this my nightmare the Urban legend
did someone really steal my Kidney?