Inner Me

Since my birth on this earth
I've been feeling alone
Like a curse that got worse
Now I'm living it grown
There's no man who understands
How I feel inside
So I ran without a plan
And I continue to hide
Like a boulder on my shoulders
I just carried the load
But I'm a soldier 'til it's over
At the end of my road
If I pray maybe one day
The lord will ease my pain
I'll be okay if I just stay
Away from going insane
I'm going to war,hear me roar
But I'm my enemy
As I explore deep in my core
I find an "inner me"