I will never forget (In Memory of Ethan)

I will never forget how I didn't get to know you, how I talked lies and never spoke the truth.
I will never forget how I pushed you away when you tried to talk to me. I thought I was "to cool" to be seen with you.
I will never forget how I never gave you a chance. How I always said something mean just to make you hurt.
I will never forget how I never knew just all the damage I did to you.
I will never forget how I didn't know all the things you wanted me too.
I will never forget when I got the news that you went away. How I thought it was all just my fault. How I felt like I was the one person that could have changed it all.
I will never forget all my regret I felt that day. I will never forget how much I cried for the rest of that night.
How everyone's face looked so pal and so red. I will never forget how sick I felt. How I thought it was just all another lie.
I will never forget me wishing I knew more. And how how much I prayed for you to come back.
But most of all I will never forget you!!

I love and miss you Ethan!!! RIP!!