Ambivalance

I love you, i hate you
i dont know how to feel
id give anything just
to know whats real

the signals you send
i take the wrong way
you start to leave
i ask you to stay

i dont understand
just how you work
in the shadows
your emotions lurk

together i wish
we could be
i just wish i could
make you see

the smallest thing you do
makes me mad
then when i tell you
you take it bad

its not that i hate you
cuz i truely do not
the only thing is
you make my heart rot

all the things you do
all the things you say
all make me feel
exactly the same way

you cause such contradiction
in my heart
i feel ive felt this
from the start

your body may be great
and wanted by many
but i am one
who doesnt want any

your mind i fine
but kind of lacking
and your style
is kind of slacking

so why do i feel this
in my heart of stone
why do i feel this
down to the bone