Will there ever be a day

Will there ever be a day
That I can find myself
Be the real me
See the light to my life

Could I love without getting hurt
Be the girl who I use to be
I don't think I'll be who I use to be
I miss the old me

I hope I'll be someone
I feel lonely
I wish I could just curl up and die.

I wish I could find myself
I can't get out of this life
Where have I gone
Where am I

Is there ever a day
That I can see the real me
I don't understand where I've gone
For years I've been leaving.

How has the pain drove me away
Where Has my life gone
Who am I

The girl that I look at in the mirror
Isn't me
I seem that I can't come out
I wish I could find myself.

Is is possible for me to be lost forever
Is it possible for me to be me again.

I look for me
But the only thing I found
Is someone who can't be me.

I was just a wonderful girl
But now I'm gone to someone else
The life I'm in may seem great
But its not

If I could find the real me
I may seem happier
I may seem different.

The pain I'm in
Is like no other pain
The life I want
Is gone

I'm alone
I'm scared
I'm sad
I wish I could find myself.

I left and I didn't see it
I turned around one day
And I was gone

The people I loved
Seem distanced
The people I loved
Seem to turn their back on me

It may seem my life is great
But its not what it seems
I don't show how it really is
I can't let people see the pain

I wish that I could
Get rid of the pain
Get to see the real me
I just don't understand

Close me up
Close my life up
I'm not anyone
I'm a nothing

I jump up and down inside
I don't get my life
I don't get myself
I don't get nothing

I can't get anyone
I try to and they turn away
I cry cause I don't have anyone
Maybe I'll be better off

I try to be happy
But it turns into pain
I think I should let the pain win
I can't do anything right.

I can't get anyone to care
The girl that everyone sees isn't me
The girl everyone thinks I am isn't me.

I'm much better at being alone
I can't cause pain
I can't cause trouble
I don't have to worry

I don't break my heart
If only I could feel different
If only I could get people to care.

I just want to give up
I don't want to care anymore
I don't want to love no more
I want to be myself.

I was a very happy child
I could make friends easy
But then I became lost
I think I should just give up!