I feel like I stalk
Everywhere I walk
Post-separation
Lost in desperation
Hurting with every word of truth
I want to rip out my hair
Pull every tooth
I can’t help but hurt the people I adore
I’ll never ever open another door
Ill lock myself away
Alone I should stay
Because I’m an emotional stalker
A pain walker
Trample on people
And I never mean to
Ruin everything I have
Fück up everything I own
I walk, yet I’m a stone
Lost in myself
Life sitting on a shelf
I write poetry
But it’s a self-flattery
Its feeling sorry for oneself
Its what feels right
When I can’t sleep at night
I am a vampire
My emotions and truth transpire
I never lie
And it usually got me by
But now it has screwed me over
It is no longer my four-leaf clover
I rot in my mistakes
All my risks
Turned out brisk
I am afraid to live
Cause of negative consequence
Everything comes crashing down at once
All this happened in but a few months
I am afraid to indulge in life
I am losing
To despair I am constantly cruising
I hurt everyone I meant to love
My only hope for them was to end up Above
But I manage to make a wrong turn
Wrong direction at each bend
For my mistakes I always burn
Nothings ever right
In the end
