You Make Me

I get the "fear"
from time to time
and speaking of time
it's that I fear

for if I close my eyes
and visualise
I can see all my days
then months
then years
float on by with jolly cheer!

I've begun having visions
of my life in division
I can see each day
as a mark on a sphere
and every sphere equals a year
these spheres join together
in a huge pulsing orb

my entire life I meekly absorb