I wait for you to feel
to see something inside me
i wait for an answer
to my telepathic nothings
i wonder if you hear me
talking inside your head
i want for you to hear
feel the things i feel
but what is real
when everything's a blur
Apathy has rendered me emotionless
replacing my heart with silver
drowning my thoughts in a burgundy glass
i bite my tongues when the pain floods over
my emotions dance around the glass
they taunt and distort
uncontrollably
your perception
abstract
sees me as obscene
the hate is vague
love is almost non-existent
dreams devoured by chaos
enter my reality
the illusion that love lacks
