The object of my pain
consumed by your glory
the tales of my death
unheard and gory
Friction in this place
is thick, tight and rough
seeing you smile
has always been tough
Aching in my gut
my sad story to tell
the smile plastered on my face
make believing I'm well
Indulged in this lie
I live in and breathe
only receiving objects
of that i truly need
Consumed by the sound of the nothing i hear
It takes place in a whole in my heart
mimicked by the support system i have
i find myself falling apart
loss in interest of me
loss in control
I'm loosing all i can stand
conversations of trust
talk of respect
i will live dear, just lend me your hand
I'm Alice in wonderland, confused and appalled
interested in the changes i see
I'm the ugly step-sister, with will to kill
the everything i know i cant be
with this paper of shit and this pen that i hold
i write a million words to nowhere
looking: i see, just a bunch of nothing
and i fear that theres no one out there.
*i swear you may feel empty, but you can do anything with a soul...*
