Everyday you seem to cross my mind
even though I feel as if your not worth the time
you were the first guy I ever felt truly cared
and I believed those feelings would always be there
then came the day I knew I dread
the one where we'd give up on each other and go to find another
and each day wish you were dead
I thought it'd always be you
the only one who ever felt true
but we grew apart
and grew up but you'll always be in my heart
why when I think of you I'm lost in memory's dreams of you
but I don't wanna give up on the only thing that ever felt true
I fell in love with you
and I thought you loved me to
I'm not sure any more of what I should say or do
some of my friends say move on give up on you
but they don't know whats going through my head
and why I try to remember everything that was ever said
why did we ever have to say goodbye
maybe god doesn't want us to be together
but why after 2 months do I still feel like I'm going to die
why cant I just love another
Poem is about this guy I went out with Michael I mean I still love him but not in the same way and I have a boyfriend who Ive fallen in love with already because he seems so right..... but I don't know I'm 14 and confused but whats new
