Pick a girl

You told me that you loved me
but then you told her too

tell me who you really love
that way one of us can love you too

you told me once
but I didn't want to hear

I told you that I would wait
I gave you 3 years

she told you that she cared
but i gave you my life

I will do this for you
for you couldn't pick

as I'm lost in the darkness
where death always comes near

i take the knife
stare at it for hours

yet it wont take long
for one cut takes only a second