The funeral began with a video
A final explanation and good-bye
In this was joy, sadness and tears
And the words i said before i chose to die
"To my parents for bringing me into the world
To my siblings for the good and the bad
For loving and hating me
I love you all, never be sad
To my friends, all of you
Sam for the laughter, your always true
Emily for being a mirror, i see myself in you
Ashlee for the bearing of light and never being blue
Was it a shock?
And when you watch this will you cry?
Go on hate me, dont forgive me either
I wish you all love and happiness for this is my final good-bye
Shadows may be cast of me
Close the lid and forget my time here
Shovel the dirt leave a flower or tow, all black
Don't give me a second thought ive left nothing to fear
Don't cry its a waste of time
Don't grieve either it not only embarrasses you but me too
Hate me, despise me
But everyone remember...
I do love you!"
Tears come to everyones eyes
The small black casket held nothing but death
My good-bye no one will forget
But the pain still raw
Wouldnt heal anymore
Shaking my head my heart wont ache
Watching from above i know half the pain is fake!
