FaiRy tale eNding *

I'm not hurting all that much these days
or at least thats how i feel
no sense in lying to myself
so fa sure this shit is real
i know that i still love you
but not sure you have my heart
i got things i think n things i feel
so this is how I'll start
you was all i ever wanted
and the only thing that mattered
still u left me here with my heart
lonely, hurting, shattered
just know i did everything i could
and put forth my hardest fight
all things i had done wrong
well i tried to make them right
and every time that i would fail
my strength seemed less and less
my dreams were unattainable
and the further my success
but its been a while now
and yea i miss all that we was
see all things happen for a reason
and sum times its just because
jus because I'm who i am
and you're just you
i was meant to feel this way
learn things i Neva knew
and I'm trying my very hardest
fighting back emotions Ive never fought before
gotta let it all go
cuz I'm not suppose to love u anymore
gotta close my eyes
so many things i don't wanna see
gotta close my heart
losing you is still hurting me
still living with a heart
that remains unbroken
still holding on to all those words
that are yet to be spoken
theres only so much i can give
and so much more i can take
so much pain Ive been given
in return for my mistake
you say i don't know you
and I'd have to agree
not a part of my life
but a sweet memory
i cannot deny the inevitable
you came and you have gone
I'm convinced that this is ova
still u insist on holding on
you was there at one point in time
but that time has forever past
if theres no life;theres no love
and thats why i cant last
thats why i cant keep loving you
and why i stay awake at night
theres just no changing you
and somehow this seems right
it seems right to let go of whats gone
and accept what i cant have back
Ive got my mind and my heart
still its the courage that i lack
but here i am again
trying to do what i know is best
i did what i had to do
and for you, ill leave the rest.