Friends Forever (unfortunately)

We used to be as kids, the best of friends
But playtime has come to an end
Don't want to be your friend anymore
What i want to be is so unsure.

I think about holding your hand
And some othere things that are way too grand
I shudder at your every word
Much less you touch me, like your sword.

You slay my heart as you walk away
So many times I wished you'd stayed
But never do I call to you
There's so much that a friend can't do.

You tell me about other girls
A topic that could make me hurl
But I can never tell you stop
Feelings so strong I want to pop.

I can't just tell you how I feel
So all my urges I must conceal
Not asking that it come to an end but...
How much longer can I be just a friend?