I need you more than ever, your my only one,
You make me happy, but there are things that must be done,
I'm having problems, I can't directly say them,
So this is what I'm doing, I'm writing them in a poem.
I cry at night, because I'm afraid of losing you,
I need you, to help me get through,
You delete my fears, and help me be strong,
I'm holding on, but I don't know for how long.
I want to kill myself, I just want to die,
But I love you too much, I don't want you to cry,
I can't do it to you, because I love you,
I'm holding on, please just tell me your love is true.
I'm about to break, I just can't say it,
I act like I'm happy, but I'm not, it's just hard to admit,
I'm happy to have you, but I really hate my life,
I just can't lie to you, especially if I am to be your wife.
I just wish I could explain, all my feelings inside,
Theres just not enough courage, that my heart can provide,
I love you so much, please help me,
Don't let me get myself, or else I'll end up killing me.
