Lost In My Own Skin

When I look around me .. I feel that I am really lost ..
I really need a way out , how much would that cost ?
I feel that I am all alone in this world..
I usually sit staring at space , without saying a word
I feel that I am going to die without finding a true friend
That’s how my life started , and that’s how it going to end !
I have sorted my life and decided to be a good girl ..
Not do anything bad , staying as pure as a pearl..
But people make me feel that this way of living is wrong !
Be Bad , Turn Wild, Break every rule , things said in every teenage song !
But I don’t want to be like that ! Don’t want to be like everyone else
I want to think and use my mind .. At least use my sense !!
I have my own rules when it comes to guys …
Not like the other chicks , with Hi's and byes and sweet little smiles
I don’t care about what people say ..
I am teenager that lives her life in her own special way
Soft , Nice , Beautiful ,and sweet , those aren’t the things I want to be
I want to fit into my skin , and simply be me …

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