I drown in my everloving thoughts...of you

Every day I sit in the same spot,
across the room where i can watch you with those eyes,
oh those eyes,
I melt when I see them,
yet these feeling cannot be shown,
what would you say?
how would you react?
would you push me away, or take me in your arms and tell me you feel the same?
I drown in my everloving thoughts of you, you, and only you
for they never leave my mind,
but how can I sit here and complain of my overjoying love when...there you are right in front of me allowing me to run into your arms unnoticed,
but should I?