However you think this going to start and end let me just tell you and please hear me out. I'm sorry and this sorry comes from the heart. My heart has filled with sorrow knowing you are disappointed and ashamed of me. I want you to be happy and I want you to know that I love you. I don't want to see the pain in your eyes, caused by my wrong doing. I cry in the shadows knowing that my forgiveness is not worth it. I cry and cry to you please please forgive me. But you push me away with bitterness with no forgiveness.
Before I turn away and i say in a whisper "I'm sorry. You laugh bitterly and by the time I turn around you were gone.......Forever.
