HARD TO GET

It's gonna hurt for me to say this
and even harder to mean it
but I must tell you baby,
that nothing ever existed
Tears rolling down my eyes
It's been eating me up inside
"I never had you and never lost you"
this words tear me whole apart
I'm not saying I'm giving up on loving you,
cause I know I do and I always will
I'm just letting go of my feelings
that ones that hurt and slowly kill
you hurt me w/o you knowing it
the words carved in my mind
All I did was love you deeply
like no other girl had ever had
what I wanted to give you
now fades away with the wind
it's lost forever
you never claimed it, or had the will
If you were playing hard to get,
you got me
I must say you really won!
you made me realize many things, and in the way broke my heart

CR I love you so much it hurts, if u only knew!