Forever Stained

I don't want your sympathy
I don't want your grief
Just keep believing I am happy
And that I have belief

I told you the truth about myself
Even when I had doubted you
You just said I was a freak like everyone else
I guess my gut instinct was true

To not trust anyone
And only depend on myself
Pretend like I'm having fun
And act like my heart hasn't melt

Well now you know
And everything has changed
Your attitude, cold as snow
And our friendship, forever stained